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Last night i dyed my hair black again. I"m also still letting it grow.
Today is horrible. My mother stayed home. She made me day a living hell. Ive been up since 5 am. She turned on the record player all morning so ive been wide awake all day. She went on the computer all day with the record player full blast...so i stayed in my room till 215. when she got off.
Then I went skating in the cemetary we broght the rails over there and skated it. My board broke which mean no skating for a while. but noth even cause i got no board my shoes are so dead they hurt my toes.
Tonight like now...my baby is on her way here. WE are gonna get something to eat then which meet the barkers.
I cant wait till me and her live together cause i know its gonna happen. Thats when my life is going to start.
I need my parents to help me organize myslef with getting my ged. but im scared to talk about it to them cause they will just yell at me it sucks. I wont be a failure i promise. its not my fault im not in school. if that kid never did wat he did to me id still be in school.
I'm having a bad day...but when i see my baby ill be perfect it will be like i didnt have a bad day...she makes me forget all the bad things. I love this girl to death Literally.
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[15 Dec 2005|08:03pm] |
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Hmmm today was nice. got adri at her school. we went shopping.
H&m is seriosuly the best fuckign store i wish i could move in there and have everything. =[
Then i got dereks presant and some pants for myself i couldnt pass the offer they were so cheap. i usally gotta pay like 50 for pants like these.
then we went and got papa ginos and rocco came there alone so we invited him to eat our pizza with us. it was nice.
we are going to his show saturday night which will be interesting.
Tomorrow im gonan go shopping again. i guess.
im kinda bummed tonight. Adri had work and didnt know it. so it kinda ruined everything. but its alright. Then i was kinda sick. i dont know why i couldnt stop coughing so i went to bed.
i miss adri right now im gay.
new belle and sebastian is so amazing.
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[26 Sep 2005|09:56am] |
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the academy is - black mamba |
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so i relized something... while im waiting to get back into school i can work at the flower shop again. and make some money so i can buy tons of stuff! =]!
i really need to get a nano and the nikon n90s.
fuck i hate being so lonely every morning jeeez!
I really wanna get more new clothes. I need to hit up H&M asap. when i get some cash. Maybe urban too. i havent used my discount card there yet.jeez.
Ohh man! i forgot! i need to get new board ekk! hah.
So all bands sound exactly the same nowadays! wtf.
I relized i hang more in melrose than malden on weekends. interesting, but it is rather fun! Well just this weekend was fun. all the other times are okay.
so now for some laundry cleaning and sleeping!
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[31 Aug 2005|10:00am] |
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hot hot heat - middle of nowhere (again) |
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I havent went school shopping once yet. ahhh! i start sep 7th.
I'm gonna go to h&m on friday i think. Then im going to the vans outlet to buy rowley slims. white ones and black ones i already had them both. i love them soo much! =]
Schuyler is back today. kathleen told me to give him a call so i can see go to sleep. which i got a trick in.
theres this lady...she makes me very happy. and i havent been this happy with a girl since like january. its a good thing i hope. we'll see what happens.
Bookman is the man. he drives me around and is so rad. he is gonna take me and some pals to this gap so i can get some footy there. im pumped that session will be gnarly but it will be tiring cause every time i land i have to climb up over a fence again and again and again! blah.
I need to start looking for songs for my part even tho i think i already know what song im using. but im not to sure i wanna use it....
I broke my board on a 3 stair last night! shows how large im geetting. =]
I also got new indpendent trucks there all black and there rad.
i saw the sandown video its amazing.
Today i wish i had someone to cuddle with. well i always wish that. but today really bad...
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[27 Aug 2005|04:35am] |
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omg so tomorrow im gonna flim. im pumpeddddddddddddd.
Shaun is here he is asleep as should i be but im not to tired saying all i do is sleep now since no one skates anymore and thats no one calls to make plans with me at all!
GIRLS nowadays are lame. besides a few.
Back to school soon i havent went shopping yet! =/ i suck! =]
This week that happened has been so intense stuff ill never forget happened haha wow incredible! =]
Nora is moving here today! she is leaving at 5 and we are hangin this week which is very exciting saying how nice she is jeeeez! i smile cause of her.
Coldplay is the best.
When is postal service comign out with a new cd??
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[13 Aug 2005|01:03am] |
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Today was lame.
Skating isnt the same anymore cause people have so many plans now or they just ditch me...
My friends...Who to trust anymore? My bestfriends i cant really trust. I cant even trust my own brother. They all talk behind my back. they never want me around. they come to hang with me as if im a last resort.
I want a bestfriend that considers me one. i hate this shit. its lame.
MY wrist is sprainged and my foot is still broke. its suck mucho =]
i wish my friends from far away lived here!
Thanks to the people who showed to my birthday =/
I'm wide awake! I could go out right now cause im so awake. haha
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[26 Jul 2005|08:19am] |
I'm going to the hospital to see if my foot is broke....I pray its not!
I hate this!
I doubt i can hang out for a few days with anyone....it really sucks!
But that handrail it happened at is soooo sick! its perfect!
Shaun is coming back today! yipps!
Now to the hospital!
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[16 Jul 2005|05:10am] |
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Yesterday was horrible. Sometime I just dont understand why my friends treat me so bad. Its confussing.
I woke up didnt go to work because of my knee.
Then i called lou he said shaun wanted to skate in 40mins.
I called no anwser.
Called lou back he went and got a hair cut.
Shaun ignored every single i/m until i said later.
Then i called and called and called. His mom picked up then i was hung up on. called back and no anwser again. =/
Then i went to bed till 6:30ish.
Went to mcdonalds.
Went online and Christain invited me to goto the movies to see willy wonka.
It was very good.
I felt like i was just there, it was weird.
I sat next to dan and michelle they are both nice. =] They made the day a bit better.
Walked home.
Went to bed.
That was my whole day! I slept like the whole thing. Now its 5 Am. and im wide awake.
Oh yea shaun canceled plans with me. And he also lied to me.
Today i dont think im gonna call anyone it wont be worth it.
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[27 Jun 2005|04:56pm] |
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skated everettt today i was gonna go to ny with ross chriss and caio but we didnt heave enough time to plan it.
I learned a new trick! yippie!
I'm in love with members only jackets so much.
I want to hang with you...but.
I'm going to boston tonight to do some tricks with some friends.
errr why do people want to fight me?
Boston...
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[21 Jun 2005|08:18am] |
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Jellyfish - Babys Coming Back |
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Today im going to the hoodrich video premire...kinda lame i feel like a trader since im fliming for coliseum now. The video will be all generic handrails bangers! haha watch! Id rather be in philly more than anything tho.
My boi justin is going so i get to chill with him.
Theres a contest to...i might enter. I get so sick tho. in the last contest i got sick. but this is the reason i really wanna go is to enter the contest
Thrusday i gotta go to some place with rene and some other people so it will be nice cause il be spending time with her.
Whenever i listen to rap it make me feel tough hahahaha!
This weekend i wanna get some fliming done for coliseum. I wanna skate with the fiske...
Okay its way early byebye!
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[26 May 2005|10:02am] |
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Friday is the fucking party which im pumped for!
okay Seriously...I think being single is the best thing for me cause i skate better. When i met amara everyone noticed i was like 100% into skating then when we started dating i got no footage at all! So now im single and i wanna skate! Me and shaun are gonna make this happen i hope... I'm getting last part in putz! and i have to show i earn that shit so everyone should watched the fuck out. Its gonng be the the wonderful horrible life of gb. Fuck everyone watch i'll prove i can have a good part for once to myslef and to whoever else wants to see me have a good part. But Shaun needs to come to diff spots more. cuase i wanted to get a trick friday he was like get it some other time....its cool but i want everyone else to be 100% like I am now! BRYAN WRIGHT IS BACK AND !100%! <3 WATCH.
So this weekend i wanna get lots of footy.
I dont know what shoes to get anymore wtf! errr!Help me out!
I'm hanging out with Christain after work today that should me mucho funo! Idk what we are doing though...
Friday the party will be nuts if shaun get his act together an relizes its for him! Shaun u block me so i cantcomment to youe LJ.
I want alot of girls but i dont want any relationships right now. im not gonna say who but i do. Its just i need to get 100% into my fliming again.
Who cares if i brake boards that why i usally dont land a trick its cause im scared the board will brake! i got a job now so whatever right! i can buy them whenever!
I gotta shower and clean now then work! peace out to my homies!
WATCH PEOPLE im 100% again!
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[24 May 2005|10:11am] |
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Well yesterday i worked 5 hours! thats about 37.50....cause i make 7.50 an hour. Well i built this huge tent thingy yesterday and this morning i walked by and it fucking hanging in the back! omg i wanna kill someone right now!
I saw a dea person yesterday too. im so scared still!
Amara told me i am very immature...i guess i am! who knows? Well obv i am. I am only 16 and i want to have fun while i can! what ever then.
I love the parties at laurens! Jackie, Lauren, Erica, Court, Jill, Susan, Christain, and Alicia they all know how to have fun so dont I now!
Schuyler is the most amazing skateboarder alive! <3
I have work today fuck! i want a day off for once well it will be my second day off.
www.gbmalden.com everyone go there...
I really want someone that was like you. it wont happen.
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[19 May 2005|08:34pm] |
Today I hung out with my baby! shes awsome! We are finally gettin along awsome again! I'm so in love with this girl I cant believe it! But im so glad i am! I Apreciate meeting her more than anything! I 'm so happy with amara its unbelievable...
We play mini golf and i lost not on purpose either!
I'm gonna make 130 not 110!
New blood is okay...Im in love Chris Coles ablities though!
Bloc party is so sick!
Tomorrow im skating and fliming with bhat Pat and my nigga Schuyler! schuyler is my favorite skateboarder ever he has the best personality.
I need to sleep mcas plus work plus skating = very tired!
Love you all! BW
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[04 May 2005|07:36pm] |
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Today was fucked up! i tried to hang with gb but there wasnt enough room.
Then i call matty and asked wat he was doing he invited me to go flim. then i called colin and told him not to leave until i got there. So i skated all the way there. I'm waiting to leave on th coach. i get up and they left me! So i sat around with gb and sandown. Schuyler comes and gb left. So i was like wtf! Then colin and them come back i didnt say anything but im leaving and i walked out.
Its like i have no friends anymore!
Today i called everyone!
I called nathan he said he was going to sommerville high...i try to skate with him he just wont skate with me w/e
Skating now is everyone holding grudges its not even about having fun anymore...
I wish Amara was here she makes me happy! =]
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[04 May 2005|02:33pm] |
Its raining now. Today has been the biggest joke ever. I did nothing at all. I'm suppose to call colin but its raining so im not gonna.
I miss Amara.
I'm feeling pretty weird.
I was throwing up last night alot. I didnt sleep much. When i woke up i relized i didnt want to go to school.
Who knows anymore?
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[03 May 2005|11:35pm] |
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I was talking to someone...and i think i know what my problems is. I think i might have a socail anxeity disorder...who knows?
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[03 May 2005|10:32pm] |
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Today i skated the skatepark for a lil....then my street my fucking truck broke! errr!
Then my baby came over! man it was great! We cuddled and played around all night! Man oh man! is she the most amazing thing ever?! yes she is! =] I love her sooooo much id do anything for her!
Then im sitting here eating a sandwich...amara calls says hi and then says did u see that sky and then she was like go look and it was her out side! that was the cutest thing everrrrrr. This makes me feel like this relationship will last long! I love Amara sooo much she is the bestest thing everrrrrrrrr!
Amara invited me to spend the weekend with her...In Maine. I'm thinking about it. I would like to spend 2 whole days cuddling with her! I think im going....
I need to get a move on with tricks for killgill! damn i need to flim!
I wish amara was here eating ice cream with me.
I got to chill with shauny this week sometime...
I need to do homework now peace niggs
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[01 May 2005|10:28pm] |
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Latley i feel like a no body. I feel like my friends dont like me. They all say im annoying. No body ever ever ever calls me to hang out and go do stuff. I'm always by myself now unless im with Amara and being with her is more than enough.
I'm not gonna talk to anyone from now on i will be quiet so im not annoying.
I didnt get to see amara today...=[ I want to see her soon. Its all up to her cause i never have plans.
killgill is gonna be rad....
I wanted to go to Hellogoodbye tomorrow but i cant now.
I miss Amara. bad.
Im skating lots of flat by myself now. its rad but im gonna start skating the skatepark so i dont get bad.
I wish i had just one best friend that all...Amaras enough.
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I seriously love Amara! I've never meet anyone as amazing as her! She makes me feel so different and she is soooo nice to me!
I'm skating alot for killgill since alan like hates me. if he doesnt say sorry to me i wont be in the new malden video...whatevs.
All my friends are really weird to me lately they ditch me and stuff...shaun is acting weird.
Today im going to amherst to skate and gett footy for fun. With chris valone and ross.....rad maybe?
But im outs!
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